| I just had a meltdown about leaving. My first one actually, and I didnt see it coming. It came from lying on Gina's front lawn after an amazing night with amazing people. It was only mal dave gene and me left, and we just star gazed and talked for a while. Then i got home and cried. I cried because I know things won't be the same when we come back. We will all change, some for better, some for worse. Some of us will come home more confident, others will come home more modest. Some will be happy, and others will not be. This is all ok with me as long as the things most important to me stay constant. My best friends, my family, my house, and the little ins and outs of the town ( light up wreaths at christmas in the center, my street being the jungle of the town, shrews piz being the place to eat, driving through the center and always seeing someone you know, etc ect). So I talked to gina, and by talked I mean I complained and she consoled, and after she promised to always be my rock she said in her all knowing tone: you think too much, everything will be fine, just think about all the good times you have ahead of you. Gene, thank you for knowing me better than I know myself and always knowing what to say to make me feel better. I love you <3 |
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| You know what I love about life? Exciting things happen when you least expect them to. Sadly they happen with very little time left in the summer, but hey, a little bit of time is better than no time at all :) |
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| Does anyone read this anymore? How about you leave me a nice comment about something you want us to do this summer. Lets keep this PG13 ok? Gina and Bridge especially you. |
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| can I just say that I love summer nights so much : ) |
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| so I got the old "you're having too much fun" speech in the car today. Don't you love those? Meanwhile Kris is going on sleepover # 4 in a row, one including taking his friend to the cape. I never took a friend to the cape at 11, nor was I ever allowed to have 4 sleepovers because that would have been WAY too much fun. Do I have some kind of fun limit that will kill me that I'm unaware of? I'd really love to know. I love you guys a lot. Thanks for making this a great summer, even if Annie doesn't think its allowed : ) |
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